I do love writing and reading since the age of 4 i have enjoyed reading books. I use to go to the library a lot when I was 11 to get the Jacqueline Wilson books with the cd so i can read and listen too. What has been letting me down is my syntax, proofreading and grammar which is a shame because i am an aspiring journalist and that is the worst flaw you could have. I stopped reading for a long time because I got bored and found myself day dreaming instead of concentrating on reading… well im a pisces so it is natural. I’m mostly into books about people’s life, inspiration and motivation.
I know I could do better than what I am but it’s a burden that really puts me down. I remember writing stories from ages 12-13 and imagining i was the characters in the story. From a young age i took a lot of drama classes because I enjoyed acting and it has always been a natural talent to me. I stopped when a lot of things got in the way. I was really loud and outgoing in my teenage years but I sort of lost confidence which is really weird because everyone i know assumes I am blasting with fearlessness but little do they know the truth. My confidence comes from God and practicing meditation is a way for me to get rid of my fears and anxiety. I used to be nieve and slightly ignorant, but not any more its good to be nice, however learning how to be assertive is the way forward in life because you always get sheep’s trying to cover your delicate eyes with wools and im passed the stage where I can say “yes ok , sure i’ll do it for you. No! I will not. Because being cruel to be kind is the best way that will benefit you and others.
I see things to deep… I see the world in a different way to others, so its hard for me to connect with a lot of people because they do not understand me. I am a hard person to read, but a soft person to see. I hear wisdom.. but speak nonsense.. I see a spiritual side to life, but cover my eyes with shades all to adjust to the world. But no I am who I am and I will not hide the compassionate person I am to please other people. I don’t need to fit in .. i am an outsider because I see truth. I don’t need any one’s approval to be who I am and every one else should feel the same way its ok to be your self. BE YOU! Because just remember in the world full of one billion trillion gazillion people, someone out there is just like you hoping there are others the same as them.
STAND UP FOR YOURSELF! BE PROUD TO BE YOU!
AND ONCE THE WORLD STARTS TO SEE IT IM SURE YOU WILL TO 🙂